I'm Tired!!!

Boy I am tired today! I guess yesterday really took it out of me because this morning I could barely get out of the bed! I rolled over and pushed snooze so fast. That's really not a good thing though because at 4am you best just get out of bed or you could end up back sound asleep so fast! But I got up and we did more cardio this morning! Tryin to burn those calories! On another note, I want my boyfriend Ryan to know how much I love him. Although it seems the only struggles we have are with the diet and exercise, that's not the case. This competition turned my life upside down. I have a baby now, not a toddler, a three and a half month old and she comes first. The babysitter takes the kids at 7...well, Ryan goes to work at 5:45 and I am obviously gone at 4:15 so we either pay extra money for the babysitter to wake up or Ryan's brother has so kindly kept her some if he could and then dropped her off. These people are all going out of their way for me and I thank them so much. But I know it's hard for them. Paying the babysitter extra will definately dip into my wallet to a place that already doesn't have much there! I hope they know that I know what a big thing they are doing for me! And it's not for too much longer so hopefully all will work out. I know I've said it before but Ryan and Anna (my daughter) are my strength and I could not be doing this without him going out of his way each day for me. Thanks baby! I hope I win this so we can have the money to get married and go to Cancun...whoo hoo!!! Can't wait!! Alright off to work again but oh what I'd give for a nap!!