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wow, these idiots are tickin me off today!! what the heck! The girl who wrote on the forum I swear knew exactly what to say to make me wanna fight a ho in the parking lot!!!!! I was already mad this morning that someone didn't show up again. Dude...if they didn't want to put their all into this, there was people who did... AKA A-Bizz-le!! It makes me wonder, if I had made a different decision before would I still be there?? Oh well, it wasn't in the cards but oh for just a few more weeks is what I keep wanting!! I tell you what, it's easier to follow the diet and all when you're there. When you're out, you have to realize that even though you're tired, go work out etc...It gets down to competing with yourself and all. I hope someone on the Food Fighters wins so bad! I tell you what that other idiot who wrote something about Niki OH MY GOODNESS! Niki is bad "A" for real!! She rocks everyday. She has lost so much weight she looks like a totally different person! It's awesome! She never stops with the exercises and I know won't give up until she wins this thing! I love it! But anyways...I gotta get to work, but ewwww weeee people makin me get crunk in here today boy!!

Monday morning!

Good morning! Yeah, I'm still here! I had a great weekend! It was so nice out all weekend! I almost watched basketball all weekend though!! With this March Madness going on all I do is watch the games even though my bracket is totally screwed up!! I worked out and played a little bball outside but it was still a little too cold for that but I am also making great decisions with my diet!! If I'm not drinking water I try some Crystal Light to spice things up a bit! I miss and don't miss waking up at 4am! It's weird, I love spending more time with my little girl and Ryan and not waking up when it's dark outside but I miss the workouts. I miss being pushed so hard each day and having a great team around me!! What a great experience this was though but I know that even without it I can still do this. OH and this morning I tried on these pants....I won't specify the size because it is still big because being so tall I will always wear a "big" number....but I put them on and they zipped!! I tried putting them on like 1.5 weeks ago and they didn't fit!! I was soooo happy but now that makes me want to get even smaller to where they don't fit and where they're hanging off!! That would be awesome!! Those are the kind of things that make this losing weight worthwhile! Well, off to work but I will still keep everyone updated fo sho!!! :)

Good Morning!

A-Bizz-le back at ya!! Hello everyone! I don't know if anyone still clicks on my blog due to that big huge X on my face but just in case I want to still blog at least for a while until I think there is no chance I'll get to come back! (PS-go to the forum and vote me back :))I wish I could work out with the trainers. They were so good...if I ever win the lottery and could afford one, I'd pick Antionne and Matt, FO ShO!! But since I can't right now, I reckon my gym will do! I am just going to tell my boyfriend Ryan some different things we did and get him to push me. It's a ton of a lot easier to push yourself to your limits when all around you is your competition. But the test is, can you still do it when it's only you around? Antionne taught us to compete with yourself always. "Myself" is my best friend and worst enemy. I will now be tested to push myself just as hard even though it's only me. I have Ryan's support but for the most part I will have to learn positive talk...discipline...and personal respect--in a way. I think if I can do this then I will be able to respect myself in knowing that I can be strong enough to do what's best for me. Wish me luck all!! And I will keep ya'll updated with my life "after" and let you know my struggles through this!! Lata playas!!

Good-Bye All

Well, as you know this is A-Bizz-le signing out for the last time. This really sucks. I loved working out with the trainers. I am really sad that this is over!! It was awesome! I am so happy that I got this opportunity! thanks to forever fit for doing this for free! that is amazing! Antionne you are such a great trainer, Matt...you are too :) I know we gave ya'll crap sometimes but you always seemed to find a way to make us smile at 5:00 in the morning! And that wasn't just because ya'll were so good looking :)haha just kiddin...but seriously....:) Also, I best be gettin an invite to go out with ya'll all later and I'll show you why my nickname is Happy Feet! lol. And to 107.5, ya'll are awesome! I loved the station before but after meeting ya'll, I like it even better! I love Kennedy even though she left me on the side of the road :) You are too funny! I am definately gonna miss ya'll! And to everyone out there...vote A-Bizz-le back on!! I am never going to forget this experience and this will definately change my life. This gave me a new confidence in myself that I can actually have self control and I can do whatever I put my mind to. I had a good week, but some had better so I got sent home. That's just the way it is sometimes. There is no hard feelings per say, but I didn't see a unanimous decision coming my way. I do know though that overall, 22.25 lbs in 3.5 weeks is great! I am proud to say that my lowest weight loss in a week was 4.75 lbs and that's something to hold my head up about. I also believe that everything happens for a reason. I wasn't meant to win but it was meant for me to have this experience and meet all of these wonderful new people who will now be a part of my life. And Karson and Kennedy, I'll be coming to party with ya'll sometime soon, so don't worry, A-Bizz-le will still be around!! Hopefully in the next month ya'll won't even recognize me because I will be SO fizzine! Aww wait I am already:) just then I'll be a skinnier version! :) I only have good things to say, this was great. I am happy also that I lost this much weight fairly and by down right bustin my behind each day! Thanks to everyone again! Keep in touch and oh yeah...Vote me back!

P.S.......

P.S.- I am so freakin jealous of all the teachers on spring break! How awesome would that be! I would love to sleep and workout and just chill but no, work everyday and I can't even take off because it's a fairly new job!! Oh well, I admit I am jealous and also admit I will soon consider a career change!!!! :)

Weigh in is tomorrow...again!

Well, so far when I check that scale is not being as nice as usual but hey there is still one more day until weigh ins. It just sometimes makes me nervous because I don't want to ever even be close to the bottom two. I know it'll probably happen to everyone once, but I'm just not ready to be done with this part of my life! This is an experience that I'll look back on and know it made a huge difference in my life. Even though waking up so early makes me in such a bad mood, as soon as I get there I'm over it! I love our trainers too! They have become so cool over the past weeks and we are all just now getting to be friends not just teammates or competitors. The thing is with our team though, from now on eliminations will more than likely be done according to who our biggest competition is. We're down to the nitty gritty folks!! Our diet was changed again to you got it...no fruit. I put no exclamation point here because I am NOT happy about it. It changed over the weekend and now it's only fish and veggies for lunch and dinner every day...what can I say, the diet is the part I hate the most but is the most crucial part of survival in this competition!! But anyways...wish me luck tomorrow morning, I'll be talking some sense in that scale later today so maybe it'll wisen up!

Back to life...back to reality!!!

I had to write in green cuz it's St. Patty's day! I'm a little sad because no goin out on st. patty's this year but don't worry I have two a day workouts to keep me busy alright!! This morning was hard core weights. We even did chest stuff! I've lost enough "weight" there and don't want to lose much more there if you know what I mean!! Can't it start coming more from a little lower than the chest area???!?!But it was good, hard but good. Oh and I now am being called Happy Feet. Friday afternoon we did ladders. Now, from playing basketball...we have always had to do ladders so I was actually good at them! I was excited too because I stink at running because of course, I am 6'2" and not the quickest by far but ladders I can do and I'm not terribly slow at them either! Antionne and Matt were impressed but I was a little too because they are so hard and I used to hate them. It's funny cuz now we do so many other hard things I guess something familiar yet hard was cool to do. tomorrow morning we are doing measurements. I never feel like I get any smaller from measurements but hopefully it's just cuz i see myself everyday but I am excited but not excited at the same time. Hopefully gravity will one day be on my side!! Well, off for another excel class for work! I'm sure it'll be a blast! :)

Sunday night!

Well, today I had my nephew's b-day party but thankfully only a small cake for him to eat! It was good though because everyone knew what i was doing and told me how awesome it was etc... and that it'll be so worth it so I was very thankful for that! I did my cardio plus played basketball outside because it was a gorgeous day and that's about it! I know this will be a tough week so I'm tryin to get ready for it!!

Saturday!

Well, today was definately a long day!! It seems on the weekends I think I will get to rest but no...there is so much I have to catch up on!! Plus, this weekend is my nephew's 1st birthday so I'm helping get his party ready! Anyways, did a little cardio today inside cuz it was yucky out but tomorrow I plan on working out with cardio and some weights with my boyfriend!! Fun stuff! Well...off to watch a movie and then get some shut eye! Later all!

It's My B-day!!!!!!!!

Well, hello all! today is my birthday! I am so happy but sad...no cake for me! I will have to have another birthday celebration later on and have a cake! But that's cool! :) Well, last night Antionne had us run outside. No not straight running...running up hills forward, backward, and even sideways!! And then sprinting! I must say it was nice outside though. I was exhausted though but my team decided afterwards on our own to run a few more stairs... no wait not a few...9 stories! Sometimes I wonder if we are insane...:) This morning I come to workout and my wonderful girls have gotten me a birthday present! They are so sweet! I got some Memphis t-shirts...one a size down because they know I'll be wearing that soon! Thank you so much to my team and trainers, that was so nice! They definately make my time worthwhile and I really love them crazy girls! Well, off to take an Excel class all day long! Whoo hoo! Talk to you later all!!