Weigh Ins and Two a Days

So, this morning we did weigh-ins and I lost 6.5 lbs.!!!! From 251 to 244.5 in just a couple of days! This is awesome! That was a great reinforcement for my diet to continue and for me to know I can lose this weight! But, our trainers are pretty upset now. The other team has been doing two a days and have a cumulative loss of 56 lbs while we have 47 lbs total loss. Antionne does not like losing so we will, tomorrow, begin two a days. I personally don't like losing either and so I know this is best for us but I hope my legs will continue to work!! They are hurting so bad! I was sitting in bed last night watching TN lose (whoop whoop!) and then next thing I know I was asleep! My body just needs rest! We train tonight at 5 and will go at least two hours they said of cardio as well as weights. I really love this experience and sometimes get the feeling some people don't like me because I used to play ball. That has nothing to do with the situation. I still need significant weight loss. My body is so out of shape and unhealthy. Just because I like sports and like training doesn't mean I don't need this just as much as everyone else. I am tall so I carry my weight and it's all spread out everywhere. It also doesn't mean I am better than anyone at anything. I just push myself until I feel I can't go anymore. I try to give 200% and don't let my mind beat me. I am just venting a little because I got some weird feelings from people this morning. But in the long run, if they get to know me they will see that I pull my part. I want everyone to do great. Rachel-AWESOME! I just picture you yesterday not wanting to do those stairs but not saying a word and just pushing that extra mile to get up them and finish. That's why you lost 11 lbs! Congrats! Well, that's all for now-oh except for....KENNEDY!! I can't believe you didn't stop to help me!! That's messed up! :)