The End of Some things but the beginning of others...

Well, tomorrow we meet with the trainers and Monday the journey begins!! I am so ready it is ridiculous! I have wanted this for so long and just needed the chance for some help. I can't help but think of things that will be changing. First of all, no more fast food! It's sad but true. I have bad habits of eating fast food because it's just that: fast, easy, and CHEAP! I mean what healthy food comes on a dollar menu!?! And no cokes! I just love a cold Mountain Dew now, don't play! But if I think of new things coming I don't even care about food. To finally have confidence to finally know that "hey, I look good!" will be the best feeling in the world. To know that I can lean in to take a picture without either my arm taking up the pic or my stomach hanging over my pants will be AWESOME! To not be so nervous and afraid come summer and wonder at the beach "I wonder if anyone is looking at me?" instead of enjoying the freakin beach! To not to have to try and hide my midsection or to actually be able to wear jeans again instead of stretchy pants!!! Oh, I am getting so excited!!! I also think with my history of playing sports I have a bit of an advantage...I am very competitive, very passionate esp. if I truly want something, and most of all, I am used to a trainer/coach up in my face telling me how much I suck and I can take it and use it as motivation instead of getting upset. I want this more than ever and I want to lose like 90 to 100 lbs. I don't know if it's possible in 8 weeks but if it is I will do it! I am going to work my butt off everyday and will compete for this, for all the prizes from Cancun to a better me I want it all! Ok, that's it for now!